Pony up people!!

Ok...both my blogs will have the same message. If you haven't read my 'anger' blog below... now would be a good time to re-read it (including comments) and get amped up.

Now...I say pony up because yesterday I received a letter from Ben indicating that after January 1st they are no longer accepting packages. Soo...he had me order a bunch of stuff that he had been contemplating...but...was going to wait on. Now that no more packages will be allowed...he moved on it. I just spent $150 last night on the few items he had requested...(last month we spent $250 on a new T.V. as his old one broke).

A great Christmas gift at this time would be a donation to recharge the funds in his account. I do not mean send him a M.O. as I already do this every month. We have chosen for all funds to be donated through his site...and then I send out a monthly stipend that he has chosen. If you are interested in setting up a "monthly" donation amount...Let me know..I am working on setting this up and will let you all know when its in place. I want to test it first...as if you want this option..you may need to have a Paypal account, but I am not positive on this one yet.

If 10 people were to donate $5 this recoups $50. so...you get my drift. If 10 people could donate $5 a month...he earns $25 each month...(since I send him $25 per month as he said for now this is plenty).

For the standard Donation...a Paypal account is NOT required. Just use a Debit or Credit Card.

Artsy Fartsy day!!

Well after checking out this site that Laura heard about at work.(check it out..its way cool what he does) I then showed Laura this you tube video...was wondering if any of you had seen it. WATCH IT TILL THE END or you wont get it.

What makes you angry?

Alot of stuff gets my panties in a bunch...
But the one that really is a sore point with me...probably more so than most...and most likely because I am relatively powerless to eradicate the problem.....is the fact that I have a younger brother in prison for a crime he didn't commit.

Now....I did not say he did not commit a crime. I said 'for a crime he didn't commit'. I am angry at a system who does not look at the evidence and just slams you away so the public is satisfied at a time when the DA is up for re-election.

I am angry that the defense attorney was in cahoots with the prosecutor (and is well known for plea bargains)...and didn't give a shit about my brother or his situation.

I'm angry at my family for not stepping to the plate when he needed it most...specifically those living near to him. (and where old enough to know....that he needed someone to tell him what to do)

I am angry at his ex for screwing around on him (most likely while they were married) and not at the very least telling the cops that my brother didn't murder his child.

I am most of all...(unfortunately for me and my brother) angry at my brother because this is his fault. He did not have to stay in that dead beat town with dead beat friends and family (yes family). He did not have to get married to a nasty tramp. And to top it off......he could have listened to my advice and got a new defense attorney and fought since their was no evidence that my brother was the cause of the baby's death.

I believe he has guilt...he was a father and you do what it takes to take care of your child...I don't give a fuck that he didn't get along with my parents or trust hers...YOU TAKE CARE OF YOUR CHILDREN.
But this does not indicate that he purposefully murdered his child.

Now..I do what I can at this point...I hope soon to at least have some direction to take. But...it is very frustrating...when you can not do a thing (mainly due to money) to help out a brother who has been in 10+ years now and isn't up for parole for another 7 years.

There is a myriad of things that went wrong in this whole scenario..but had a few people done what was right (mainly the parents of the parents)...the whole situation would be completely different. If you need clarification on any point....well I'm not going anywhere...I'm sitting the computer for 40days and 40 nights. HA HA....... NOT

Now...you know why I am angry

If interested in donating to his cause please visit this site I've setup.

Changed the blog

I had to change my personal blog from the family blog cause it was putting some things on both pages...since the other login was the creator of both. Sooo....I moved it to a new login with same address. Butt..(isn't there always a butt?)....I am not sure at this point if I can transfer all 6 posts that were present at that time.

News needs a kick in the ASS!!!

During lunch today I was watching the news....they were reporting on an item of interest at a local zoo...(pretty much filler), anyways....the zoo was feeding the Lions....dead...thawed out Turkeys...no big deal. Then the dumbshits say..."this is due to the new policy the zoo has to give there animals a more realistic environment". (or something to that effect)
WTF?? Realistic...since when do Lions in the wild get thrown damn turkeys that have been nicely thawed and trussed up for them. Holy shit...!! I mean really.

OK...OK..dont call all up in a bunch!!

To get the record straight...this is my PERSONAL page..it may contain hard language and or content click here if your over 18...LOL.. Actually the FAMILY blog is krackedup.blogspot.com. Your all welcome to come as I will keep it semi decent...but only semi to MY standards....got it? get it? GOOD!